My life has taken a big turn around in everything I once thought was good. I lost the love of my life, I've lost friends, and I am losing my family. This is happening all in the same month, and I just cannot take this. Everything is happening so quickly..it's terrible and horrifying all at the same time. I've been waking up day after day wondering "what's going to happen today to make my life even worse?" And my wonders never seem to be wrong. I've changed so much over the past few months I don't even recognize myself...and I can't tell if that's a good thing or a bad thing. This year went from the best year of my life, to the worst year I have ever experienced..

So an update for DA, I have decided to focus my account on photography, it will probably mainly focus on me, but also the outdoors. The reason for my decision is because I haven't written anything in so long..I just haven't gotten that feeling where I was all like "oh my gosh, I need to write something now! I have the most awesome idea!!" ..I mean, from time to time there might be some literature, but until those times it's mainly going to be photography.